what if i didn't want commitment because i am burnt out on trusting that someone will be there tomorrow because i've experienced the transience of love and life too often... what if i didn't want to promise that i would always be there for you because i am so disillusioned by betrayal that i no longer trust myself to feel the caring necessary to compromise and work to stay together... what if i am just too independent and comfortable being alone to become dependent enough to ache if you are gone... what if i just want to love you as no one has ever loved you before... what if i just want to give you everything i am completely and all i have in this moment without any reservation or inhibition... can we share this moment completely?...
or am i too scarred to every love and trust again?...
how to begin again?...
huh?
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