pain wins

the pain fends off the sleep and the mind enjoys more awake time even as the body aches to rest more unconsciously... all that happened today can be found in the links within the link that was called all that happened today (didn't miss it, didja?) and lots happened but running a 5k without any sleep is unwise and yet, in less than an hour we have to head out the door... if it was just me and jackson i could rest more, but sanford and her daughter are joining us and sanford is driving so i will not actually be with jackson... i wonder if that is part of why i am still awake... might be an awkward road trip... especially since i am experiencing pain and will likely be physically uncomfortable on the ride there and back... there are may kinds of pain...

ah, but i do not have a partner... am i feeling lonely?... yup... just look at the hour... and the life... as much fun as i enjoy (and i do), as many people who share the fun (there are lots), as much as jackson is a dear wonderful caring best friend on some levels, there is no partner... there is so much not shared...

sigh and all, aye? :}