so jackson is afraid she's gonna lose me... like maybe i am suicidal or something... am i suicidal?... don't all answer at once now (ok, i'll stop, this is serious... i don't want my roommate scared cuz i am unemployed and not pulling my hair out looking for a job... we'll have a talk)... it's not that i am against suicide, it's just not for me... i am still hoping for the one to come along, remember?... seriously, i am serious...
what will worrying do, i've always asked... and the answer was always - nothing positive, in fact, it can depress, distract, and get in the way of a solution... so why worry?... because it's human?... because it's normal?... so why be normal?...
the sad thing is that i've laughed off life for so long and developed such normal human habits that jackson does not really know me and worries about me... actually, nobody really knows me cuz i don't act like me... so is there time to turn around foolish waste and get back to being me?... bottom line is - do i want to?...
woah, serious, huh?
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