it's a kind of madness

a creative madness as opposed to the fear-filled mental illness that so many pretend does not exist even though every human being suffers or has some form of mental illness just as every human being has some form of physical illness ( cold germs, bacteria, viruses, fungii, molds, parasites, etc) are always in our bodies and healthy bodies have enough anti-bodies to keep those illnesses in check... just as healthy minds have enough balanced synapses to keep mental illness in check...

but back to the title, i was referring to the writing frequency of late... whether you think half of the entries are worth reading or more than half or less than half, the writing madness is in a higher gear than it has been in many years... the babbling at this level has not happened since the days (and nights, especially the nights) of behind the candoor, sleepwriting, the funda, mostlydead, candor, and realtime during a period when i worked nights and many hours and spent at least several hours each day writing...

and i am still awake, actually... never did get to sleep last night... i stumbled into youtube and have been watching videos for hours... all sorts of videos from intellectual speculations to music to movie clips amusements to physical challenges... i've decided i want to start this workout... any day now...

sometimes so lonely babbling out here on my own, but i'd be even lonelier and have many more issues if i was not babbling... the babbling keeps me relatively safe and sane and happy... hope you have a way to stay on the positive side of this life too :)