into the night

who's with me?... yeah, i know, what's the point... day after day, the same old mundane details... the routine life... it feels like such a trap... so much of it is a trap created by our money-based culture... the choices seem so limited... and when we let it get us down, the choices can dwindle down to know... but what if that was all in our mind?... what if anything is possible and the only thing stopping us from improving our mood and life was to do it?...

well, reaching out to you improves my mood, so i continue...

but i can still complain and be real, it doesn't all have to be shiney smiley hunky dory... there's a log of stuff in this life (mostly man man, but also natural challenges) that are better written about, vented, ranted, raged (in words), and shared than buried inside where they fester and eat us alive from within... i refuse to sit around depressed feeling sorry for myself (at least not for long)... and i will continue poking at you to do the same... write it out, let it out, it's only pathetic if you don't... so there...

meanwhile, xmas movies are on tv... i do not enjoy watching movies on tv... the commercials have increased with each passing year and they completely dissolve any movie magic that might have happened during the brief snips of movie shown between them... and the on screen advertising during the movie itself for other shows on the station showing the movie actually destroys the movie ambiance and in many cases actually prevents key aspects of a movie from being seen, for instance subtitles... and for the most part commercials a repetitive, boring, and pandering to ignorance, fear, and stupidity (like much of what is on television), but that is the culture we live in...

don't be like everyone else, be like me (lam... laugh at me too :)