so there were dozens of entries slipped in at different times over the past few days or week even and what does it all really mean, i mean, what is the point and is this real, reality, or delusional fantasy or something else entirely and will any question ever be truly answered here?... or anywhere?...
probably not tonight, but that doesn't mean i won't thank you for stopping by and sharing a moment of this life as i know it in these words...
the world is up, the world is down, and i ride a similar roller coaster inside, don't you?... this week the extremes were, well, extreme again and that's become a more frequent pattern this year and it's metaphorically gnawing at my gizzard and making this island i live on feel much lonelier than it usually feels... it has become much easier to find genuine laughter than genuine tears in recent years (with or without chocolate) and this year seems to prove that to me well... this leaves me more capable and willing to be a solitary survivor and yet, leaves me with more to share and more desire to share as well... so what shall we make of this?...
tell laura i love her?...
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