ready for softball

yeah, even though the sadness wants me to stay home and throw a pit party (not a piety party), i am heading out to the fields for some softball... probably stop at the batting cages first... and sad that jackson will be busy at her church tonight and will miss the game... hopefully we will have enough people to play... alas, shake off the mopes and go out and have some fun already, nobody cares to give any comfort or sympathy or empathy, life is a lonely trip in this physical world for me and the best i can do is enjoy the moments and appreciate the sharing i can share and not focus much time or energy on what is not... what is is wonderful...

going out for some more wonderful now :}