did ya miss me?

of course you did, all 5.7 of you... ah, but then, we pretend there are not millions of avid readers silently waiting for the next word posted here with baited breath, fresh baited breath, no doubt, for we are intimate here so we always brush, floss, and carry our breath mints, don't we?...

yes, here we are (and the previous entries will likely appear as if i was never gone at all, but we know better, don't we?... multiple daily entries were becoming a habit and i hope you did not go through withdrawals too severely), ego soaring soundly even without chocolate or caffeine or running or exercise or sex or any positive news in the job search, how is that possible, you ask... well, it is the ego, after all, and ego's delusions of grandeur have saved me many times in this life, like when it imagined me as some sort of jesus wandering the wilderness when i was sleeping on the street, ego never fails (it just goes silent now and then and lets the poor poor pitiful me whiner wallow in a presumtuous and even pretentious pity party)...

nobody understands me, i know... you out there nobody? :)