fatigue

came home early, ate, and laid down about five hours ago to sleep four hours... woke about an hour ago and read some words from a friend and responded as well as i could and a bit of writing and a bit of football (can miami wide receivers get any worse?... and i have brandon marshall in fantasy and he could have had two touchdowns and another 60-100 yards easy if he could catch the ball... sad night for my fantasy team... so unpredictable... my team has scored the most points in the first five weeks and yet i am 2-3 because my weekly opponents had their best weeks the week they played me so my total opponent score is highest in the league too... bad luck, long season, but my team is falling apart with injuries)...

visited by investigators at work again so nothing got done that needed to get done tomorrow... i'll wake and head in about 6am to catch up as much as i can... feeling alone tonight... feeling the reality of the fact that nobody puts me first in this life and everybody who cares is not close enough to really know me or share daily life... so i come here hoping...

how are you? :}