i'll just keep on

that is, i'll just keep on doing this, stopping in every moment i can when i stop in home to keep in touch cuz i want to stay this connected to somebody even if nobody is that somebody at the moment (all i can do is my part, to prove i can, to stay in practice, and that makes sense to me)...

home from morning softball practice with the former flex, now the rockstarz if the new uniforms ever come in... but then, due to funding issues (nobody has the money) we are not getting new pants or new colors and not getting two different new shirts, just one, the old fashion, white (so it'll be see through when it gets wet so i'll be baking in the heat cuz i'll be wearing a t-shirt under it most days cuz it's the spandez stuff that is not absorbant, but anyway, i paid for two new shirts and pants, so i told the coaches just to keep the money for monthly dues for the next six months)... we stay red and white... and so it goes... i pitched to everyone and we had to rush at the end so i didn't get to hit right again... i really need to find a way to get more batting practice other than the cages... and my left wrist is still not right, hurting more than it should after all the rest, but it probably needs six months of no hitting and no stress and it won't be getting that this year so... home from former flex maybe rockstarz practice...

i will try to nap for 2 hours now cuz i only got 2 hours sleep last night and i have a birthday party to go to in two hours and if i nap for two hours, take a quick shower, and head over to the party i can stay a couple of hours and then head over to my 6:30 game with the ubc team... then i'll think about head back over to the party (which is downtown)... the only major drawback of the new apartment is the location, it takes at least an extra 15 minutes to get everywhere, longer at high traffic times... so my fifteen to twenty minute sprints to softball and downtown and wherever are not fifteen to forty minutes longer, sometimes worse than that... alas, no place is perfect...

and i am rambling on way too much (the adrenaline from practice) so hush me and put the big green chair back and nod off now... yeah, that's the ticket :)

hope your day is starting off great :)