yes, the excitement of actually having the next six days off bubbled up all afternoon (for the past three hours or so) and i put the surface kapash on my office so that it actually looks somewhat organized with a clear desk and file slots and shelves in order and all that appearance stuff that is so very important... those with clear desks and nearly empty offices who have no idea what they are doing are praised while those who actually process the paperwork, crunch the numbers, and make sense of it all so the kids can actually receive the best care possible are scorned and harrassed (the ignorant always do that to the people who know though, human nature and all)...
of course there is the philosphy that flying by the seat of your pants into the human mind, the art of psychology and psychiatry (and medicine, for that matter) is the true calling and way of the medicine man (or woman) and all the science and mathematical proofs in the universe are worthless busy-work that doesn't really help anybody but the bean counters, bureaucrats, bankers, and politicians (moneylenders and merchants?)... superstitions are so much easier to base a philosphy and power based upon, after all... while i represent the opposition in my current position (ironically, since my philosophy is primarily based in the arts and and formal credentials are more heavily based there as well, aye, but people seldom look beyond the uniform, the surface, and their own fears and i certainly represent human fears in many ways, but that's a whole life story of so many other colors and this is the daily dribble, after all)...
but now, in the moment, i am home, excited about time off, and oh, the adventure begins :)
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