let's see about me

what?… you wanna know how I’m doing… and not just cuz I keep asking about you, but cuz you care about me and want to know… outstanding… so let’s see about me…

me, ironically, is (me is?… well, I am, anyway)… kind of an oddly familiar experience continuing to be too busy to just give myself the me time I so enjoy… though in most circumstances on a trip away from home I would find myself rambling on and rhyming and all sorts of inspired cuz new environments stimulate me, I have not had much time due to the social aspects of a business trip and even when I finally did get in last night, I found myself watching tv and really getting into a couple of shows bones and another (could have been any of a hundred decent shows) and really enjoying the escape into audio-visual fiction more than I have in many years, which is most likely due the fact that I have not watched a tv drama in about five months… the mental escape was a cool experience…

I was also tired (and am even more tired now) and just laying there falling into a story felt good… so while I don’t feel like hooking up a tv at home just yet, I do feel better about the whole tv experience now that I’ve been away from it for a while… I still see tvs at sports bars and other people’s houses, but the solitary intimacy (or even shared intimacy) of sitting or laying still and being absorbed through eyes and ears and the tube into a story has been absent (and as you might expect I now long for the sharing of the av experience that was once so much a wonderful part of relationships with friends and lovers… ah, yes, I remember it well {with a whistful smile and a inner chuckle and a starry-eyed sigh and all} so many things can be improved with the right person sharing :)

hope you find yours :)